I am the type of girl who will list all of my “wants” into my “needs” list. Just to make myself feel better, or maybe not to guilty about it. I just realized that I am officially a shopaholic, a very serious sickness, a scary one, bad one…

So, I was talking to my twin sister and she mentioned a documentary she watched on the Discovery channel called “The Secret“. You should just google it, I don’t want to explain it wrongly. You will discover the power of it, well, to my sister it is super powerful and it works. She tried it a lot of times right after she watched it, and surprisingly it seems to be working every time she tried it.

I’m starting to believe in my sister right after she told me a few successful examples, and since there is no harm giving it a try, I’ve decided to try it. I’ve just started last night, before going to bed, and I really hope that my thoughts will come true.

Back to my original topic, needs and wants… Yupe, I always listed my “wants” into my “needs” list. For example, I just got myself a 15″ Macbook Pro. This is obviously a want. I erased it from my “wants” list and put it into my “needs” list with a blink of an eye and without thinking about it. I stood in the Apple store and asked myself do I need it? I answered YES! So, I bought it even thought I know I have a good, functional and a relatively new one at home. After i paid and walked out from the store, I felt guilty but it was too late to regret.

There is many an occasion where I think that I make my decisions too hastily or you can say that I suck at making my own decisions. What can I do? I’m learning… trying to improve ={

Daddy, if you’re reading this…Just want to let you know that I used my own savings from my work to pay for it. Just think of it as my graduation present that I bought for myself =)

Bye bye to my Toshiba and Hi to my Mac

I’m officially a MAC

♥